After a long day of toil and work, and a little bit of wastefulness, we lie in bed and laugh at nothing. The moment turns into a battle of who can tickle whom, and I think, right in that moment, of how much love there is in this life. Then, terrified, I suggest a pact to end today’s battle—a ceasefire. Hands are shook, cementing it, and very carefully I get up and begin writing. She reads a book and takes a peek now and then to check if I am done. She will be the first to read these words. And now, I feel clever for this, and I reckon, somewhat proud of the meta nature of this piece. Laughing on the inside still, I give myself some credit and smile a little. Then, I realise that the melatonin strip has begun to work its magic, and I blink my eyes twice to keep the cadence of these words up. I believe I live through the day for this, so I can spend it laughing with her. Sure, we have our share of silent nights for reasons as many as there are apartments in this city. But tonight is different. Tonight is a night of playfulness, of levity. Levity. There is a word I have not used in a while now. How frantically I pursued it once. And look at this day now; look at this life now.
It has been a day of plenitude; there was an ample supply of everything. I am fortunate for days like these. I am no stranger to days that are only one colour. But now, despite my preference for certain shades, and I admit the jokes my friends make over my decor and wardrobe are not unfounded, I would much rather have all of them than one of them. And this includes joy. That is the thing about colour. It is not what it is but what is beside a shade that matters more. Well, colour me surprised then: what a beautiful picture this scene in front of my eyes makes!